started sober. ended wherever.

Ay yay yay! I woke up thirsty after 3 hours of sleep. It was only 8 AM and I still want to sleep some more but everytime I drink too much I wake up early. Thank God I've never gotten a hangover *knock on wood*

Red horse was the drink for the night. Yes I did get a margarita on a tall glass and would have preferred that than beer but Mr. K800 is a RH drinker so why not. It was a long night of work talk, former work talk, family, business, and inevitably it came to flirting. Although he's a guy, he's a friend. But flirting is good for my ego so why not.

I think we finished off at two-ish and he was asking if he can go home with me. I smiled and said no. I was about to cross the road and abruptly stopped when he asked “Why not?“ I looked at him and said, “because...“ but I couldn't bring myself to say the obvious that he has a girlfriend, he is a friend, bringing him over will start something I'll regret in the morning. He was waiting for an answer so I tried again, “Because I want to be alone.“ I exhaled a sigh of relief and thought case over.

Then he did the unthinkable by saying “Please“. I had to stop myself from laughing. This is getting too easy and too unchallenging. Not fun. Not fun at all. I just smiled and opened the passenger door and as I was sliding down the seat he said “See you on Saturday.“ 

As I got ready to bed I thought, why aren't the men that I want be as easy as that? I guess, if they were easy, they wouldn't be challenging and worth it. Not fun. Not fun at all.